Bhagavan Ram! I am helpless. I am begging you to protect me. I have faith that you are listening to me. You are in my heart and it is your promise that you listen to me. So, please listen to me and give me what I ask for. Please have mercy on me. What should I ask for? Should I ask for your darshan? Once I will have your darshan, I will feel that I am great devotee. I may even tell others that I got your darshan. But what is the use of your darshan, if my mind is not attracted to you after your darshan. May be I can have some powers? That will help me develop more faith upon you. I can even use those magical powers to help others or even make others your devotees. But what is the use of those powers if my mind is agitated and disturbed. Bhagavan, my mind is agitated and it wanders here and there. It keeps on thinking about useless stuff and it even makes me unhappy by dwelling on negatives again and again. Please have mercy on me and make my mind attracted to you! May my mind take refuge of you and always dwell upon you. It is your promise that you fulfill desires of those who come to you. Please fulfill your promise. You may say that your bhakti is more precious and therefore, you don't want to give me. But Ram you are the most powerful and the most most in everything. Why will I ask you something inferior if you are giving me what I want! I will ask you the most precious thing. You may say that I really don't desire you. My mind really does not want to be attracted to you. That may be true. But Bhagvan I am helpless being who is controlled by maya. Please be merciful of my condition. My mind may wander again and go somewhere else. Therefore, I beg you to make it attracted to you. I want to think of you. I have only one qualification that sometimes I desire to think of you. Bhagavan, this is good desire and you can fulfill it. Please make my mind attracted to you! Please, please, I beg you. Don't blame me if my mind goes away from you. You did not fulfill your promise. What can I do? Ram, I am dependent upon you and you are my master and my shelter. Please make me remember you. That is best thing which can happen in my life.
1 comment:
It is the best heart pour from u so far. I am really impressed.
Don't let this bhavana let lose.
Just stung/hang on to it and keep praying again and again the same thing he will definitely listen to u very soon.
he listens to everyone , its just that when he tries to tune to us our tuning is somewhere esle or our tuning keeps changing very frequently , we need to practice these prayers constantly in our mind just like I was constantly praying fr my mother because i had a certain bachaini, unless we develop that bachaini as per Swamiji fr ever it won't work, whatever we do but again bring back our mind to him again and again even while watching TV or being engrossed so much in any work, that's my understanding. But these shd not be mere words, our heart shd speak fr it.
Yr words r inspiring me to increase my lagan more. Thanks
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